i really love you.. mummy!^^
since afternoon, all the things she has done seemed to be reminding me that she has been doing alot for 20 years (ok im old) and i only realised them now.
often, i neglected or even feel frustrated with her.
but now i promise you.

i will do my best to be a better daughter.
i will treat you well in the future, and of course, now.
i will provide you the best that i could even though i foresee myself earning little in the future:x

i may not be the most filial daughter, i will treat you well.
i didn't manage to do my part when he's alive, i will do so for you.
lets live with no regrets^^

good night.
cant believe im blogging for you, LSM!
i swear to study damn hard as if you're park yoochun and score well!
i will not make do with even a BC+! i will laugh if i get a B:x
sometimes i want to share my unhappiness, but not everyone wants to know.
but this time, it's not that no one wants to know (or maybe this is true too), but i don't really want to share.
it will only make me look weak.
so why will i want to?

but it's terrible to keep it.
feel much better after talking to sis.
feel much better after i typed out as draft.
no courage to post.
thats just me. coward.
bad day.

and anyhow, i seemed to be blogging a bit more thanks to huishan and shuguang! haha
and so i bought 2 polaroid cameras..
i love you~^^